Bizarre Nirvana record cover..prawn, rainbow theme and a Monarch butterfly
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readers of my blog will be familiar with the symbols in that record cover..cobain was a very strange and twisted individual..and when i see this sort of artwork i wonder if he was a monarch slave..the prawn reminds me of district 9
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I followed Cobain alot in those days. I watched nearly all of his interviews, watched a video on their rise (while he was still alive), and read his biography. He had a very desperate background. He lived in the streets for some time as a homeless person. They eventually got their first gigs doing birthday parties and such. Then when they hit it big that’s when he became very suicidal. He had that tendency before but after they made it big he said the whole music industry was a sell-out. He hated it a lot. That’s why he acted weird at times because he hated doing interviews. Didn’t like all the management behind the scenes crap. He said they controlled his life too much and he also desired to just get away from it all. He even thought living homeless again wouldn’t be as bad. But when his daughter was born with his married wife, he actually became very happy. That was one of the happiest times in his life he would say, maybe the top with his wife being second. His daughter really turned him around in being able to deal with what he called a fraud industry. He always said it was a fraud and they used him. Yet right when his daughter was born and he became very happy and looked forward to spend his life with her all the time. He was killed. They called it suicide but initial reports, I’ll never forget, thought it was murder. Too much at the scene made it appear to murder and everybody that knew him, knew he only desired to spend his life with his new daughter every second of the day if he could. His whole life could appear to be a powder keg of suicidal tendencies, yet, he loved music and that got him through. He married his love, and then had a daughter. He was no longer suicidal. Then out of nowhere he died.
He lived in the streets for some time as a homeless person. – possible male prostitute i read
whole music industry was a sell-out. He hated it a lot. – he knew it was a fake out
He said they controlled his life too much – slave
He always said it was a fraud and they used him – bingo
he was killed imo..shotgun is very hard to blow your head off with..nearly impossible unless you have long arms
if there was any male prostitution I don’t know. He always hung out with women and had numerous girlfriends. He definitely knew it was a fake out and said it many times. Yes, I think you’re right. He was a slave to them. He wanted out at times but couldn’t but he never explicitly said why. I think he was killed too. He really loved his daughter. That was such a life changing event and whenever she was born that’s all he could talk about. I don’t know if one interview ever happened after she was born that he didn’t have her in his arms or talked about her. That part always struck me as sad. He became a father and never showed any signs that he wanted that to change. It really was a life changing event for him. What was also always sad about that was it wasn’t long after she was born (maybe a year or two) that he was killed. His daughter was just beginning to bloom into the fun years of childhood for any loving adult.
a monarch slave… hmm, interesting.
I want to add. When I say his daughter was a life changing event what I also mean is he hardly talked with pain. He wasn’t as negative about things that much. He still did here and there but never like it used to be. He was always smiling and talking about his daughter after she was born. It really was a huge change in his life.
its criminal when you see that someone is struggling and looks to have their head above water only to get it shot off..excuse the pun..
http://www.youth-suicide.com/gay-bisexual/news/kurt-cobain-god-gay.htm
http://letsrollforums.com/kurt-cobain-mind-control-t17443.html?s=1c5e7ddcdc62a7183cf2eaaf7bb57d36&
For Anyone interested in Cobain’s death should see some of the bizarre projects Cobain was associated with prior to his death, and some of the CIA people he was directly involved with.
Cobain did the musical background for a William Burroughs-narrated tape, an audio excerpt from that author’s book titled ‘Exterminator’ (odd elements of bisexuality , heroin addiction, cannibalism and murder involved).
Cobain wanted Burroughs, a known homosexual activist, to cameo in his ‘Heart Shaped Box’ video, and wrote in his journals that he wanted Burroughs to simulate a sexual assault on him. The plan was to depict Burroughs raping Cobain from behind and dying on top of him, and orgasming his life energy into Cobain , complete with medical footage of semen flowing through the interior of a pen*s. Burroughs declined the offer. Cobain considered Burroughs a sort of protege, a fellow bisexual/heroin addict/writer.
Here is the link proving it:
http://realitystudio.org/biography/william-s-burroughs-and-kurt-cobain-a-dossier/
It sounds like Cobain was attempting to involve Burroughs in the simulation of some sort of sex magick ritual. Ancient tribes have been known to perform rituals with the dying elders submitting to be ritually killed, and eaten, so that their life force may be passed on and live on in those who carry on afterward.
It has been said that Cobain was into the occult. Cobain likely had knowledge of real life sex magick or enochian rituals.
Burroughs is a noted occultist (OTO):
http://user.cyberlink.ch/~koenig/2005/phantom.htm
As much as I liked that band and Cobain, I wouldn’t put it past him that he did things like this. As much as comes out of the music industry, Cobain was so high profile – overnight – I add, that it probably happened. I say overnight because he was playing big gigs, but then when he was signed on, then almost immediately he was playing global tours in big stadiums. Seattle had a lot of bands in those days. Some went big and others did not. That was always a VERY explicit thing too in those days. Some bands explicitly said they didn’t want to “sell-out” and become controlled. They didn’t want to sacrifice their music and their beliefs and become “pop-stars”. Some very decent bands were heard of out of Seattle but then never moved on. They wouldn’t leave the local Seattle scene. They would travel on their own and didn’t sign onto big record contracts. Others did like Soundgarden, Nirvana, Pearl Jam, and some others. Nirvana hated Pearl Jam for some reason too. They would say that from time to time. They had a drummer die (Nirvana) due to drugs maybe, and the new drummer is now the lead singer for the Foo Fighters who are very mainstream. I always found the Seattle music scene to be odd. It became very big out of nowhere fast. And then died out as seemingly as fast. Especially after Cobains death, then that was pretty much it. Mainstream places like MTV started playing R&B and Britney Spears type pop stars. It went from that rock-n-roll explosion out of Seattle to R&B and pop. That’s when Alternative Music became big too during that Seattle scene. I remember going to the record store and browsing the alternative music section looking for a band that I never heard of before and trying them out. That’s what it was like then. Lot’s of people started to do that. It actually created a little movement culturally too. I remember dressing up with torn jeans to school and was the first one to shave half my head with the other half growing long. Other people started to do that too. Then skateboarding became big and eventually snowboarding. That’s when extreme sports became big as well. Everybody was reaching out for the extreme, unique, or some kind of counter-culture. But it never lifted off the ground as rumors began to spread when I was in the university that maybe everything would become like the 1960′s again and people will protest, love and peace, and that whole thing. I remember different people would wonder if that’s what will happen. Some wished it would. That was the early 1990′s.
I also heard a rumor that some things were supposed to happen with the gov’t in the 1990′s (heard this rumors only a year or two ago). It was supposed to make a big push to global gov’t. This refers back to President Bush the First and some other things. Supposedly the internet has stalled their agenda as information gets out and some people who find themselves involved in direct power situations are realizing that some things shouldn’t be done as knowledge has increased in society enough to help people not be ‘dumb’ so to speak. I say ‘dumb’ because it’s not as if enough people realize directly what’s happening. But where else are people going to get in contact with some intelligient information if not indirectly in contact with people who stream the internet and learn. And then these people talk with other people. Information gets spread around. There’s some pretty big things happening on the internet. Lot’s of people learning in many different places.
i grew up with nirvana as well..had the cd..they were the leaders of the grunge movement which came from seattle they say and those other bands like soundgarden and pearl jam were huge and still are..seattle was the place to be for rock for a few years and then like you say it just went away..bit like a laurel canyon type thing..
Cobain RIP not fan here see a show b-fore there are famous like many other artist always ask why “they” make it and others with more talent not
meet at guy that play with him when he was in high school in Aberdeen always wonder about David Grohl catapult of fame after Cobain death
but the think i remember most was driving in PA in at really really bad snow storm in early morning hours(i say that cos some one maybe listen to the same program)and was his wife dad(Hank Harrison also work for the grateful dead) on the car radio i don’t remember the station talking the guy write at book but he was saying that was murder and accuse her i hear that also from other plp how difficult is that kind of death to follow trough
here is some link
http://www.justiceforkurt.com/updates/harrison_statement.shtml
sorry i don’t read the book just the interview in the radio
here from his wiki page
He also wrote: Love Kills: The Assassinaton of Kurt Cobain (2008) ISBN 0-918501-28-8 A Hole in the Wind: Hang Gliding and the Quest for Flight (1979) ISBN 0-672-52534-8
the suicide technique is very difficult to pull off..i agree..why do some make it and some dont?..thats the question